About me
I am Joshua Amiel Ferrandiz Dacumos, A Digital arts student in FEU Insititute of Technology. 20 yrs old. live in Project 4, Quezon City.
An artist who wants to be free.
Everything in my life seems different.
I do may artworks Digitally and traditionally.
i just started doing my artworks 1 year ago. I don't know why i am in the digital arts field because i grow up wanting to be a chief or a lawyer. I never knew what is an artist and what they do. i just ended up here in a coincidence, But all this misplaced dreams, i am happy i ended up here, i am happy that i can make a lot of artworks not only by mouse or by pencil, i can make an artwork by using my DSLR and editing software. I am glad that i finally found my passion and if i actually take law school or culinary classes, i am not here applying in BBuzzShow@Jakarta.
I lived a city where people is a lot more insensitive. i city where love is rare and beauty is manipulated. I grow up with my grandparents. They teach me how to love the little things in life, Appreciate, and Respect others. My life is more programmed not by me but my parents. Doing something out of the ordinary is what i am good at. so a lot of people hate me. I never knew that my life would be very different by the time my grandparents will leave me. I thought everyone is like them. but i got struck by reality, I am shock by how the world is so different from the people who teached me. I love the world, but i don't have the power to protect it. So when i do my artworks i want it to be different. By the time i practice enough. i will create some mind blowing artworks that will make people love the earth and the life forms in it. but now i have to practice everyday, i have to struggle and sacrifice a lot of things. I know that my story is a bit of weird, But one day my goal will be reached. Sorry for bad english i am not good at expressing my feelings in an english form. sorry.
I use Adobe softwares: Illustrator, Photoshop, After effects, Premiere and Flash. I can 3D model but i am awful at 3D i use autodesk maya and Skecthup.
I am currently a 3rd year college student in FEU Institute of Technology. My mother is a government employee and my dad is an engineer he is in Singapore.
I have a 2 sisters but the other one died in my moms womb and i have a brother and i am the eldest.
i am the older son in our family. i didn't expect to land in my course right now. it just happened. i don't know what i want but passion can be found unexpectedly. it is just how you deal with it. either you let it grow or let it go.
Works: I have this kind of habit, collecting things because i think every little thing has it own beauty. That's why i tend to create a lot of artworks even if it is not that pleasing to everyone. I just create to please my self.
Inspiration: a lot of people inspires me. They give colors to my art. i always aim that When people look at my art i want them to feel something. i want them to feel my emotions. i want them to look at my art not just because it is pretty, i want to provoke their emotions. that kind of thought inspires me.
Downfall: i just recently recovered by a depressive state. A depression that blocks my sense of color. it is like seeing the world around you pale. a world where colors is not exist. it is a very weird experience for an art student like me. i don't know how i recovered. i even don't understand the situation i'm in. but i know, it makes me who i am now. it makes me stronger and a lot more better person. I think that's why i appreciate the things around me.
