<<i was sleeping. For days maybe weeks. Then i woke up. But i didn't , not for real at least. It was a dream inside another dream. Maybe i was dead or not. I felt only sadness but that was the begging of madness. My emotions took over me. So i was sad- angry- peaceful- aggressive - happy - and then all over again. It felt the wrong kind of right 'cause finally it wasn't about you. It was finally for me, only me the child with the special needs. Remember me? >>