This painting represents my struggle while learning visual arts at school. Since I am the beginner of visual arts, my classmates are more advanced than me. Sometimes, it would be quite sad when I look at their works. It seems that I cannot catch up with them. I know that I should not make a comparison with them. However, it is quite hard not to do so. Especially, when I have tried my best to do it, the outcome is not what I think. Under this struggle, I create this work to illustrate my confused towards studying visual arts. Where should I go? Stay or Leave?