Sometimes in life, as you grow older, you will be facing the days where you had to live alone. Alone, and alone working, walking everywhere, transmitting everywhere, seeing everything. But in the end, all you need is a home to go back to, to relieve everything through the day. But sometimes, your mind and all the loneliness surrounding you makes you feel tired for waiting for a home--maybe until you are blaming everyone--or instead, yourself. And when it was too late, you became sick and all that makes you sick. This painting represents the feelings of it--in my personal perspective how does feeling sick of waiting for a home--call it anything; a friend, a family, a pet or anything makes you feel loved or welcomed after those tiring days. The colors and how the strokes were made, showing how the qualmishness of feeling lonely too long feels like.